Lost

I have so much hate in my heart, I struggle with my identity. Even when I hate I feel guilty for the feelings provoked and lack the courage to admit it.

I’m currently on a flight from LAX to Hawaii to sell my Acura and tie up some loose ends. I still feel lost in life and every day I wish my Mom was back. There’s so many things I want to ask her or get her opinion and guidance on. I took her for granted and wish there was something I could do to show her how much she meant to me.

I need to become stronger and and find strength within myself and become the man my Mother knew I could be.

Lost.

Is it too late to turn things around?

SM 12:06